M*A*S*H

I'm bored today and am avoiding doing actual work so I have chosen to get paid to write this blog as well as play M*A*S*H with my co-workers (I'm sure some of you remember that game which is usually played as a child or a young teen - not at age 26 while at work). If I had it my way I would marry Ashton Kutcher (move over Demi I'm closer to his age than you). We'd live in a house in Italy with 4 cute mini Ashtons while driving an Escalade and I would be a photographer for National Geographic - Please note these were not my real results from the game these are the results in my head :)

So lately I've been very motivated and determined. Now I'm not sure where this is all coming from but I have to say that I'm going to just go with it and see where it takes me. It may lead me somewhere that I've been dying to get to like to a new fabulous job, or to the gym to get my physique back however it may possibly just lead to disappointment. Hmmm, I highly doubt that as I'm sure I will at least find a new hobbie from this new found motivation. Speaking of, I have started a new yoga class that I love but it is only a 3 week course. Maybe this motivation will help me continue to practice on my own once the session ends next week.

I have no boy stories which is quite suprising since I usually have something, often times bad. Okay who am I kidding I can always talk about boys. So there is this guy that I've been talking to for over 2 years on and off again on MSN and text message. Strangely we get along great and have some sort of connection - mind you I really have some doubts as to how connected we can be since we've never met. Yes, this is true. We met online and have talked for what seems like forever but have not yet met in person. We've been recently talking about meeting and I'm excited (we'd be great friends if nothing else I'm sure) but I'm also so scared/nervous. I feel we've set up so many different types of expectations which I don't think is always a good thing since those expectations may not be valid once we meet. So does that lead us directly towards dissapointment? Is there a rule that I'm missing that says you should wait no longer than a month before actually meeting someone you've met online? Can you actually have or feel sexual chemistry through a keyboard? I'll let you know the answers once I meet this guy :)